ok so now keeping with the illusion and fantasy in my mind that people actully read me diary but are to terribly busy to respond I will write yet another entry revealing a bit more about myself. *personal stats* given name: Emily middle name: Screwdriver nicknames: Elmo,Em,Emily screen names: sckntwizted heritage: pretty damn white. birthday: 12-8-88 place of birth: doesnt matter now height: 5'6 eye color: blue hair color: naturally blonde, dyed black tattoos or body piercing: 14 piercings, 4 tats shoe size: 7 1/2 normal style of dress: im petite *what* is your stance on abortion? personally pro life, globally pro choice. my dad makes me feel guilty. is your good luck charm? my gothic cross, i know it sounds weird but it means alot to me. do you like to do for fun? Mosh,watch simpsons,futurma,family guy,party,sketch,draw,poetry,clubbing, i like the dark so comforting and exotic are you afraid of? mirrors at night are you wearing right now? nirvana t-shirt (everyone seem to have one these days!) tight lowrise blue jeans i have a nice and and not afraid to admit it! most romantic thing someone has ever done for you? gold heart pendant and 12 roses for valentine's day do you think of roller coasters? Love them!!! is under your bed? easel,paints,poetry,lint,guitar,guitar picks,drum sticks,coal,pencils,paper,books whats on your wall? jimmy hendrix poster,slipknot,metallica,s.o.a.d,marylin manson,marylin manroe,jhonny the homocidal maniac, some morbid sketches ive draw,paintings lotsa stuff. is your dream car? black convertible,mustang,jaguar,rolls royce,beetle career are you going to pursue? to soon to tell was your favorite thing to do when you were little? play pretend, n' bugs were fun to squish *have you ever* drank? yeah smoked? not cigs but joint. not anymore though gotten high? yea come close to dying? yes told someone you loved him or her? yes cried for no reason? yes betrayed a friend? i don't think so broken the law? probably, little things broken a bone? yes played strip poker? yup played truth or dare? Yes been in a fight? yes been out of the state? yes ridden in a fire truck? no been on a plane? yes been convicted of a crime? no been in love? if you can call it that thought about changing your name? maybe been hurt by someone you really care(d) about? yes said "I love you" to someone and not meant it? no *where* do you hang out the most? outside is the farthest from home you've been (without your parents): europe is the farthest from home you've been (with your parents): europe is your computer? basement do you do your homework? where do you see yourself in 5 years? University Where do you see yourself in 10 years? to early to tell *who* is the most annoying? ummmm, ignorance who is always their for you? myself *favorites* color: black,dark green,blue,red smell: musty basement word: narsassitic,drama queen,ignorance,stupidity. food:spghatti cereal:corn candy:nerds, gum,chcolate,sweet/sour stuff drink non alcholic: water alcholic: ive got lots restaurant: cant think of one movie: F.vs.J,lotr all,forest gump,matrix,potter tv show: much loud,tested,punk show,simpsons,family guy,futurama magazine: cosmo comic strip: Johnny the Homicidal Maniac,The Sandman,Death: The High Cost of Living,squee, Milk & Cheesething animal: anything sport: vollyball season: summer holiday: my birthday,halloween