Well today was the first day back to school. You have no idea how out of place I felt. It was soo weird. The seniors arent there & these KiDS are there in they're place. I dont like them there & I want them to go away.
Other than that, it was nice to see everyone again. I can tell this year is gunna be fucking hard for me. Very hard. Oh well, I guess I need to be challenged & I cant let myself get caught in myself so much. I need to focus on school, no matter how hard thats gunna be. =X
& as we all know, the kid that I liked in 7th grade to 9th grade. =P well he's back in my life. I dont know .. its WAY to soon after bryan to think about these things, because Im still struggling with the fact that me & bry are over. =( but its a nice feeling .. one that I need to help me get through my break-up..
and i felt weird today to. i have so many people in my classes i dont like
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