Michelle.... The bitch. Makes me promise her stupid shit. I dont even know why I do it. I love her. And I get stabbed in the back. Thats bitch doesnt love me. She says she does. How can you break someones fucking heart and tell them you still love them. Tell me please...Because apperantly I cant fucking comprehend...Ive been spit on. Told that she hates me. Why do I still have feelings for the bitch. WHY?!! All Ive ever asked was to be in love. I never wanted anything else. THATS WHYS THERE NO GOD!! If there was a GOD hed give me love. No, I dont want that anymore. Now all I want is death. I want to die. Im just a peice of useless flesh that DOG [aka god] has put on this god for saking planet! Suicide is the answer? Noo no no. WHy is that. Thats just giving into the pain. There is no DOG, but there sure is hell a devil. I seen him. Hes all around us. Hes me. Hes Michelle. Hes you. Hes everywhere. Hes everyone. Hes everything. He makes me suffer. This pain. Dying. Slowly. All The pain Inside of me A side that no one sees Dying Slowly I cut I cry We live We die We love We hate Our lives Our fate The hate I feel My heart Wont heal Dying Slowly I cut I cry We live We die We love We hate Our lives Our fate My life Is dissapearing The pain Reapearing Dying Slowly I dont know how long I can hang onto this. I seem like a normal girl. People think that my life is just the greatest. THEY DONT SEE THE TEARS BEHIND THE CROOKED SMILE!!