thinking about certain peoples... and how they mean evertything to me. i just want him to see that i don't just like him as a friend. i think that i am making noticeable hints... but yeah. i just wanna cuddle up with someone right now. can't wait for the long walk to the mall, thats one of the only things that i have to look forward to... nklghuiglt BLAHHH! what a boring day, its feels like i'm not even here. i don't even have any emotions, i guess its better then being all sad and shit. whoa... research paper... i hate how my dreams mean so much to me. like i try so hard to remember them and try to understand them. but it brings me closer to him<3 alright i'm gonna go to lunch. yay, NOT! FAGGOTS!!!<3