I can't seem to wake up lately I now have night class 3 nights a week so I can only work 4 closing shifts.. NOT 5!! 3 days off in a row will be nice. I miss life though.. i feel like I am just floating by.. not really making a difference I wrote a letter.. I cried about it. I made you cry about it. But yet you went and slept with a random person.. A person who is not only gross white trash, but has gonorrhea and chlamydia! So all of my support about you being a virgin and everything did no good. Maybe my advice meant nothing. then why did you cry....God if I only would have waited to do what I did.. I just know my choices were mistakes. And I thought by sharing my story it would help others but I just sit here so depressed about it. I hate our society. Why is sex so important? Why didn't I wait. Why why why. I used to look at her and think wow a virgin and she's my age, thats amazing. Now you are just like the rest of us.. BROKEN.. and you might even have an STD that will stick with you forever! I love you. But I cant help you. I see that now. I did what I could. But obviously you didnt care enough to take it to heart.. Maybe I held you on a pedistal and I shouldnt have done that. But I just thought it was amazing that you don't have Jesus in your heart but yet you WERE a virgin, somewhere in your soul you had made that choice. Because obviously u didnt have the moral support behind it... WHY TOM BURTE... WHY!!