chorus.. i wanna be the sun above the sky make the stars fade into the light that makes me you and i last chorus.. all of the world spinning upside down we'll find the way right all the time day or night it doesn't matter when just you and i

there's a flurry in my brain running 'round little things keeping me cautious keeping me safe i wonder all the time where just all the influences lie genetics, politics love gone wrong and right one day i'll find where all the hopes & dreams lie whether in a grave or outer space time only knows what pressures me to know to know or just to repeat the code finding little things that don't fit seem to answer everything like war and cancer and laughing at it life's to short for surgery to make things look right while the soul's still dying art museums and towers high will crumble far and wide so what's the use of using time when even the collective dreams will die it's just going over like it tumbles over this is not a hopeless thing just don't make it out to be more than you and me you would lose the little things jokes and books dreams and you and me

stuck in a rut nothing makes me give enough locked in a place with the best things out of state i can't bring you home i can't bring you back i don't want to go alone i don't want to hold the phone i just want the american dream nice car, girl next door and shiny things stuck in a rut buggin out on what's missed out self sacrifice i don't know what i'd do even if i had my life i can't make it now i can't make it on i'll never loose myself even if i can't live things down i don't want to go alone i don't want to hold the phone i just want the american dream nice car, girl next door and shiny things

nothing comes after your dreaming dreaming only gets you up piecing your parts your fits only rage it never takes takes the fit have another drink cause i'll try anything just to love you nothing comes after your dreaming dreaming only wakes you up cause i relate you cause i respect you cause i appreciate you cause i want to send my love to you sleeping with my idols won't get my dreams but i will take my chances if they come

burning a candle at both ends life is sweet like sugar on concrete face to the sun trying not to burn up a poison apple a poison fruit it takes what life it gives to you so tired i'm not giving up a worker's spirit holding onto it just for the hope and love just for the hope and love all you know all you care why can't it be everywhere a poison apple a poison fruit it takes the life right out of you work for the bright lights starry eyes face to the sun face to the sun for the hope and love

slow enchanted dream from beginning locked in a bed counting myself to sleep counting all the outside pieces guessing the stars are the angels there and what do they dream our we accounted or are they mastering their own convictions while my arm's pinned down forcing revelations there's still a breathing static signals taking this age poison or seraphs growing these walls an awe to silence the desperation and silence a fall white shrouds for a new skin we will slip you in take some of me they say this age

Flicker In a life In a breath Conciseness Then a death Something so evil Living Breathing And beautiful Flicker in and enter What you give With what you’re given And flicker out no more No more given What you see You might will If others had not Already Taken Given Forced And bidden Forgive us Kill us Eat us Good riddance What you say Is what you make What you do Is what you take In a flicker

She steps me aside to tell me things Every now and again When I see your face Your always repeating your mistakes Looking for me still Only when you need relief Confessing to me You believe in me Now… for just these few things If I’m your conscience I need to speak up You may be in trouble with troubled luck Those better days of luck in love Are far from few and far away stuff For you, you think you’re mixed up now Those thoughts and dreams you think you’re losing out I think of us when you think it was a bust You think you’ve never meant a thing To anyone or anything Baby you were Baby you were The perfect girl You were Baby you were Everything Everything Baby you were to me As time goes on and spins us out Like mix tapes playing without a crowd You wonder Still wonder Where do you go, where do you begin When nothing’s changed from where you’ve been People change sometimes just only from within I still see you and I still feel the same You gave me everything And when I let you go still you came You don’t think you gave enough You don’t think you were in real love But baby you were Baby you were The perfect girl You were Baby you were Everything Everything Baby you were To me

the last trace the last thing going... gone nothing more it's all been done remixed all the meanings everything you know is wrong breath in what this day really is spending blood to cash in your fix love it more give it more for nothing nothing but living like a reject lacks love the love you've learned to trust learned to love like the blood you run through the veins you're bleeding out the love you give is bleeding out replaced by all the things not matched empty for nothing nothing this pool is filling up the hole complete to be just given up content but lonely all for nothing nothing all but everything you've known is wrong the pool just fills it up nothing is as thick as blood and what you trust what i can't miss is you these modern cities are tombs how i wish wish for you diamond cities i must have been kept alive to ruin in a cage lost in a world misplaced locked in the past every year the same i fill the void to avoid the same repetition indecision keeping this world i live all for nothing nothing

to wish for anything you want it's just your love just your love be with me for everything i take you with me but your not here just imagination spinning madly spinning madly all i can do is wish all i can do is wish you're just a dream away when i take this life to the edge i always see you there open goodbyes and unforgiving mistakes my love in me deep down my life's dream all i can do is wish all i can do is wish for this the kiss and your presence if i could speak to the girl i once held i once loved i set you free you're not free from me all i can do is wish all i can do is wish

i will paint you a rainbow dull and grey i will take you to the color fade i will hold you close and swallow you i will take away more than a part of you i will hide you away where your sweet light blonde in brown turns grey i will stretch out the time i will be the deep sleep deep sleep at night you wouldn't want this you wouldn't want my love my desperation where the road is shared all the hopes and dreams descend where the color ends i'm your burdens bearing down i'm the weight that makes you drown i'm the sweet chorus hailing the only sound you wouldn't want this you wouldn't want my love my desperation where the road is shared all the hopes and dreams descend where the color ends

it might be something surprising to say from me i'm forgetting i'm forgetting i'm forgetting all the dark nights in the bright lights i'm forgetting the dark room upstairs room i'm going on to a new scene to carry me away i'm picking off my mistakes a present take before the past is part of me again and i'll see you there- behind a mirrored wall you don't see me you won't see me if i ask you small talk questions quick glances i'll just be another life you don't know anymore it might be something surprising to say from me i have to move on in spite of things before the past is part of me again i'm not standing in place i never wanted to i never felt like it it might be something surprising to say i have to move on in spite of things before the past catches me again

Look at you Staring at something Avoiding eyes Emancipating your place You don’t want to know The world of tomorrow Don’t let go of me Just to live for today Where are you Hiding in your shadows Disappearing To avoid a mistake I remember a girl Laughing at the darkness Never stumbling blindly Lost in her quest.. Of certainty Certain things making herself happy Flying in the face of What you now stand in Your confusing yourself With ideas of yourself From other people’s dreams What they expect you to be Don’t leave me here Following the girl That you are supposed to be don’t forget Your certainty Of certain things Living life happy Forgetting the other views You’re pulling yourself into Look at you Avoiding all ambitions Apathetic like the rest Have grown up to be Leave me here Forget all your answers Conscience calling Don’t answer your prayers Look at you Walking away Leaving me behind Like the dreams You didn't take

you were the greatest gift i've ever loved how could someone forget the dreams & years from just a touch how do you do it with not knowing this much is gone these things are not enough to fill this life with memories of love with knowing this much is gone i would give up anything anything to be what we were far away when we still stayed friends in love it's hard enough to go through this life having you for all i tried it was everything washed away these things are not enough to fill this life with memories of love without holding what you wanted waiting on what you haven't become so undone knowing this much is gone

i made a painting of your smile it just looks like the sun and everyday i wake up and still feel the burn it's hanging from a shelf just like i was held waking up i step outside i'm never gonna turn & run you won't leave me here i'm no longer in that mind it might just take the sun to help open up my eyes you won't see me past your yesterdays you might be thinking of me but that's not me just a painting and it's no good unless it's the sunshine blinding you pieces of something far away might be enough to light a way better than it ever did close beside me holding me 'cause i'm seeing for myself

looking back through this shattered mirror i see it all fractured pieces of kissing you empty i didn't see you didn't see me pacing your bedroom you knew what you were taking you knew you were selfish so why did you want to care have your heart there you didn't know if you wanted to feel wanted to love wanted to run come undone a million miles away we had our hearts misplaced it was just love and growing up i saw you in September walking around reading your stories stories for boys in a store window dress but you weren't still looking or trying to impress i know now you were never selfish trying to bruise me or trying to feed me - anything you just didn't know i guess i should've known you never wanted to feel wanted to love wanted to trust wanted enough you just wanted to be young

i'm still expecting to find the wolves alone over the trees i'm stumbling upwards i know i don't know much on my own i'm still looking to find someone else's answers to all my questions from myself when there are only simple things left for conclusions when you take out all our confusion when this is just this on a hill for these brief minutes this view i'm glad for my vision if just for this my simple interests in these simple physics a conquest an understanding this is this this place is this place before another minute

heavy but i don't sleep follow around the things in my head plan something a trip, a crutch to weigh on things a crucifix to tell me things... a way out heavy for all the things taken for granted it's a lonely planet even if we try to think together it just gets bigger heavy yeah i just need a sleep to shovel this whole $#*+ over me and just keep keep keepin on moving on moving on and keep keep keepin on moving on moving on

Yours ever so truly Is out past curfew And wanting something More to do Come out of your sleeping Come out to the streets with me Unlock your windows And slip into something I’ve been through the woods And over the hills Past the evil dogs in the night Howling at the moon Come out with of your sleeping bed There’s more to do Before this day is through Little scarred Of the street lights And car lights, headlights Don’t want to get caught In a sticky Free carouse Looking in from your window I’ll be peeking in I want you to come out to me I don’t want to come in Play out about In the night Under stars over head It’s where you are That hinders what matters To a world full of sleepy heads Little demons Running about Don’t feed on me When I’m out about The nymphs try to keel me Save the slumber for tomorrow Until then I'm looking in your window Peeking in Come out to me I don’t want to come in

every time i fall i feel this foot pushed in my face the voices up on halo's heads are turning older and farther away wounds over the old scars it turns my voice into tears falling into a quiet this is the new life this is the new life for the rest of the years cast into doubt cast into shame the world disappears drowning me again into the mouth of a feared fiction true disease it will turn it around only to be eaten again still full of life if even an empty life on the inside full on the insides of pain on the insides it's full of an empty life it's full of an empty life eaten on the insides like a mouth with a heart keeps a mouth with a silence falling into the quiet this is the new life this is the new life this is the new life this is the new life