when will i arrive at this state i'm in my mind is catching up to the feelings within it's going to be a dark one pills can't keep down i reach out for myself in those someones, somethings to try to wash it down feelings in me hopeless sad alone i'm running out of dreams am i so undone? when i just give up these things search for myself in you will money buy the truth is sex what i really need will it dip in my drug money feelings in me i hide to hide from me what i really need you tell me