looking back through this shattered mirror i see it all fractured pieces of kissing you empty i didn't see you didn't see me pacing your bedroom you knew what you were taking you knew you were selfish so why did you want to care have your heart there you didn't know if you wanted to feel wanted to love wanted to run come undone a million miles away we had our hearts misplaced it was just love and growing up i saw you in September walking around reading your stories stories for boys in a store window dress but you weren't still looking or trying to impress i know now you were never selfish trying to bruise me or trying to feed me - anything you just didn't know i guess i should've known you never wanted to feel wanted to love wanted to trust wanted enough you just wanted to be young