Have you ever felt like you just wanted to die? well that's how i feel. I've been eating soo much today cause i feel depressed...and thats what i do when i'm depressed....EAT....ALOT... the only thing right in my life right now is my two best friends [liz and carissa] and my other best friend/boyfriend Kellen...uhhhgg... everything else is SHIT. i'm going to start working out again everyday, i'm joining the gym tomorrow so maybe i can feel better about myself. fuck thiisss shittt.... i'm out.