Its So weird looking back at old entries and just thinking about how much ive changed...No more partying, drinking, drugs, (and this is good thing) cuz i'm actually 3 and a 1/2 months pregnant and i couldnt be happier. jeez. if i would have known this was going to happen 7 months ago i would have thought i was crazy!! But its actually made me alot better of a person. I decided to take responsibility for my actions. and as for the dad...we've been together for almost 7 months. which really isnt long enough to be having a kid together already...but oh well. its like...your never OLD enough or RICH enough or READY enough for a kid anyways its a big responsibility...but i'm willing to give up everything for this. and i got my first ultrasound a few days ago!! (so cute!) you can totally see everything already and i get to find out what the sex is in 4 weeks. my parents are exctied and so is everyone else! i've literally told everryyyone i know! its so exciting and such a great feeling...besides all the sickness. well anyways. i'm gonna go lay down...SO TIRED!!