i had the worst day ever life is a disapointment and i am a disapointment i want to die today

never again will just you and me hang out never again will we play vedio games together never again will you just be there never again will i live with you never again will i be a child never agian dad never again

aww after i got off of work i was going to my car. My Awesome boyfriend left this for me. He is such a sweetheart. I couldn't ask for anything better and he made the awesome pot the plant is in :D :D :D i love him

a girl called today she might possibly be my roommate im not even 18 yet, its crazy in a mounth i will be living on my own. im excited!!!!

hmm I don’t know what to do? or what I want :( I feel like i just walked into a wall, and ka-Bam it hurt...im shifting, that wall made me question what i really want out of life... i want happiness most of all. I want to strive to be a better person, i can change the world... most of the time im just to fucking self absorbed to look outside my little world and realize i only live one life...i need to live my life. I need to reach out ..i can change the world. i need to look at my self and evaluate what i really want. I need to not take things for granted the little things in life like the smell of the wet grass, the wind blowing through my hair... what if after we die those thing wont be there??..what if you just die and turn into atoms?..in the air, in every living thing ..just floating around ...still a conscious matter..just sense less..and a part of everything in the world... what if the dead wish they where the living again.. so many times i wish i was dead...but what if its worse then living i end up hitting walls like this every couple months or so.... i feel the most alive when i am sad today i feel like the empty space is starting to be filled i know god is there, I’ve reached out before, but i usually just lose interest....i need him in my life.. i need fulfilment..otherwise i cant live with myself -a confused soul