So yeah...tonight was a pretty awesome night. Went to Wendys sweet 16 and wore my awesomly hot dress. The one with the corset front. Hot. So yeah before that I stopped over at scotts to show him the dress and give him the very funny picture and his card from Andy. That was fun cause I always love seeing that kid. Then it was off to the party and he went with Javier and his girl to the movies. When I came home I called him since...you know I would like to talk to him and everything. He was def not in a good mood. I didnt really notice that till I told him that I danced with Mark and Dave...just because I didnt want to stop moving and they looked like they needed to get their lazy asses moving a bit. I guess that wouldnt help his mood much but I figured he should know who I danced with. My intentions were not at all to get him jealous. He was being very...angry/sad sounding on the phone and after a long time I finally got it out of him that he was upset because he feels like everyone is taking me away from him and hes getting jealous. Then he asked me if I was cheating on him. My response at the moment was...yeah...right this second and he was just like no im serious. I hate when he asks me that cause all I can think is, are you freaking out of your mind kid?! I love you more than anything in the world and I would never even think to cheat on you. He was very tired so things werent going to smoothly. He asked how long I thought wed be together for and I said however long he wants to be just cause I know I will love him forever, no matter what. But how he feels about me, well I hate assuming things and am not one to know and be positive untill Im told so if im still loved...I would like to be told and If im not I would also like to be told. So I said it all depended on how he felt about me. If he still loves me at a later date, well then on we shall go. He was saying how some things that Javier got him thinking and thats why he asked if i was cheating on him. I def think he would be able to tell if i was anyway. Man. I know things will be better soon but why do some nights have to suck so bad before I go to sleep. Now Im going to be thinking for awhile. Damnit
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