Push me and then just pull me

So the weekend was good but busy. Scotty and I talked like a mother. We talked about so much and he gave the the advice I needed to hear from him that he gives everyone else. It was good yet bad. I can't tell whether were getting worse or better. Hmm. Last night was great. Scotty danced with me...danced period. But we didnt slow dance which was a major bummer just because I was looking foward to that one song all night long, well not that one particular song but it was the only slow song they played. And I wanted to dance with him so bad because I love dancing with him, and now I dont know when Ill get to dance with him again. Oh well it wasnt such a bad thing. I had the wierdest dreams last night. Like Ryan was in this pool and I accidentally fell down this slide with him and when we were in the water he was like trying to kiss me and I kept pushing him away but he wouldnt stop. Akward. Then there was this dream where Pete moved home and he had this new girl at his house and she got mad because Pete kept hugging me and not letting go but then Pete turned into Scotty and I was really okay with that. So this girl was Petes/Scotts girlfriend ish person...and he was paying more attention to me so she was getting fiesty but then It switched to the guy being Justin and this being his actual girlfriend but she was so...wierd when we all hung out. And this other dream where I was in HL2 but a new map that was huge. It was based off of this story of this family that was really great and sweet and everything but the one son was psycho. He had this hidden ladder to go underground but its a very very skinny area to crawl through and there are like dead heads just staring at you and blood and spiderwebs and massive ammounts of everything dirty. And I went around as the first person shooter trying to shoot these men hiding in gorilla suits and other costumes but it was just SO WIERD! I hated it. Im glad I woke up. I went through this mourgue that the kid had too...but that wasnt as neat as a mourgue. Ick. I dont know what the heck drugs I took last night but whatever they were never again man. No offense but I dont want to kiss Ryan hang out with Justins wierd girlfriend and climb all though some strange kids house
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