it's kind of wierd how my mood can be anti-social and yet i'm still typing a blog for everyone to see. oh well, these are more for me than for other people. not that they're not for other people at all. if they were i'd just make them all private. if anyone says their journal is just for them they're lying. i can see it in your words. so today was kind of fun. i went to practice dancing w/ the girls im dancing with. it was cool. then i went to mitch's. pat and blake were over. it was kind of fun. i guess i wasn't really in a talkative mood, so i felt like a tag-a-long. but w/e. theres always next time. oh and mitch had come over in the morning too, right when i got out of the shower. so yay mitch, you've seen me in a towel. :P what a milestone. i want to curl up into a really tight ball and wallow in some causeless sorrow. but i know that in a few minutes my mood will be completely back to normal, so im not worried. much love.