I'm sick of living in fear sick of feeling like I'm looking into a mirror I'm sick of being threatened on every turn sick of those people that never learn all I want is a moment of peace a moment when my fears I can release all I need is for my life, money, and job being on the block. sick of having to hide behind the rock I want to tear the flesh off of this pittiful man keep tearing away the frightened till I no longer can in the pool of blood maybe I can find my self take that courage off the shelf I want to fight but cannot find will cannot make my way up the slanted hill in fear I make my way through every day either i will change or I will waste away