H A P P Y L A B O R D A Y ♥ heh anyways i didnt do much of anything today. oh wait yesss i did i missed rach like a bunch of crazy mess!!! i just want to see her and hug her and rub her nose on my nose and just be with her. shes such an amazing person. im very lucky. my grandmother came down tonight she brought me this cake but it was like a barbie doll in the top and then the skirt was like the cake haha yeah i thought it was pretty hott. shes a sweetie i love her i donno what id do with out that lady. and oh my gaaahhh im so dissapointed in my self i cussed soo much today and i was doing soo good. i really REALLY wanna become a better person. sammiewammie came over and got in the pool i wasnt really in the mood to get in though so i just walked down to the trail to see who was there ... guess who was there....try NOBODY me and jim well scratch that the whole family got into this big fight today....i cried as ussal...psh i really need to stop that cuz he is not worth it but i just get my feelings hurt a lot but thenn the lovely rachel made me feel a little bit better and pretty soon i forgot all about it. well i really have to pee and i guess im going to wait on rachel who i miss more than anyone to call me holler ♥