Its amazing the things you remember & the things you forget. People only remember the things that make a difference to them, but its funny how one day your with your friends & you remember something that seems great to you about the day & they pick out something totally different. Like I choose to remember that I met so & so & my friend seems to remember manly my running into a pole. Plus We try to forget the memories that hurt but no matter what we do we will always remeber them somewhat, but not only that but while we are trying to forget the bad we remeber them more & the good even less. I was going through some of my old diaries today. There were things on certain days that were such wonderful memories that I seemed to have forgotten because my dog died or my boyfriend & I fought or something bad had happend. Like one was where I went to disneyland with Jessie & we had a great time but all I could remember was that my boyfriend cancelled our date for that night to go get coffee with his friends. Or when the guy I was dating tried to break up with me online i forgot all about the fact that my best friend in the whole world came over with out my even asking her to at 11pm on a school night just because she knew I needed her. She just knew. I hope to never forget that even though one day my heart may be breaking I should more so remeber the freinds who were there for me when I needed them to be. Even though we get distant I know who my best friend is. She was the one who was there the night my heart broke & she was there the next morning to get me for school & make sure I was ok in some sense. I dont ever want to forget that...ever. I hope all my friends know that I am always here for them too!!! xoxox Caitlin *