Have you ever been involved in something for a while and you start to take it for granted? I kind of feel that way now. I mean, I know I'm not really taking it for granted, but I just don't see certain things in any way similar to how I used to. More specifically, my relationship with Sarah. Who knows, I guess I'm still in shock, still trying to believe that she actually likes me, and might even love me. I just don't know how things happened this way. All I know is that when I look back to just a month and three weeks ago or so, I would have had no clue we would end up being this close, especially in such a short amount of time. Back then, I was nervous to barely even speak to her for like five minutes. Now we talk on the phone for an hour at a time, and we spend more time together than I ever have with any other girlfriend I've had before. You'd think that when you spend that much time with a person, you'd end up getting sick of them, but still, I find myself never wanting to leave her, and going through a little depression right after she leaves and I'm left all alone again. I guess there are some things I take for granted with her. Just giving her a kiss, for one. Before I started dating her, I wouldn't have thought it could be possible, and now we kiss a heck of a lot. I need to learn to start appreciating all the little things like that, being thankful that I'm with someone as amazing as her, and that I love her and know that she loves me back. It's the best feeling in the world.