so i talked to becca from fresno again tonight for the first time in months.. god, i realized how much i miss my fresno friends, they're so far away.. it saddens me. oh well, perhaps i can find a way to visit them this summer. hurray! i'm slowly realizing how lonely one can feel when he's 2000 miles away from people he can talk to indefinitely. what's even more remakable is that it feels the same damn way for people who're ten minutes away.. jesus, why can't i just live with them all : P no worries though.. i'm getting my own place soon.. very exciting indeed. and becca said she might be going to college in maryland to an art institute.. perhaps then she'll get all the guys ; ) hahaha no worries becca, you'll find the right guy for you eventually, but i don't think he's gunna be in fresno : P onwards to bed.. *woosh*