It seems anytime everyone even tries to talk to me anymore all they end up doing is yelling at me and telling me all the things that are wrong with me. I swear im not emo, they need to be killed, but i hate the way people are sometimes. I always end up feeling like im not good enough and like theres some kind of a void in myself as i try to make ends meet for the ones that i love. I love talkin to people but I always end up gettin a little irritated which in turn maybe i said somethin and from there on out all i hear is someone yelling at me, i mean there is times when i feel i dont belong, when i feel i shouldnt even try. I love her, I really really do, but there is sometimes when I feel like I dont matter. I constantly feel that sinking feeling like im gunna cry but I know I CANT because I have to be strong and I cant fall or fold. But I constantly feel like letting go...