ive offically switched journals so get at me on my other one, you can only leave me comments on that one if ur my friend soo i guess request to be my friend on this one... Love you all Digger♥

since paige took her pic off hers, then i take that off mine... personaly im soo emotonaly drained from all this fucken nonsence that i dont have one fucken thing to say... the making fun of me hurts more then the threats but i guess you already know that considering you keep doing it, but hey whatever helps you sleep at night Also the reason im so heavy is cuz i have an auto-ammiune disease, and it attacked my thyroid whick regulates shit in your body like ur matabolism, which makes me gain weight, alsooooo my skin disease is a part of my auto-ammuine disease, so yeah your maiing fun of a life threatining issue. its pretty fucked that you can make fun of sum1 who has a life threatining desease.. your really awsome.. Oh and whom ever left that comment about how dan doesnt like spotted bitches... Thats not what he was sayin when he was fucken me madd hard and screamen my name K im done..

^^^^aww how cute♥^^^^

well im making a new journal its its mainly gonna be poems and shit i write, cuz i just dont want to have nemore drama with this journal so i guess just leave me comments here and ill give you my new journal name Im sorry to allt he people ive offended, and im sorry that i ran my mouth, i relize that this is all my fault..as usual, and im sorry So ill be the bigger person and appoligize, and stop writing in my journal ♥Love Muchly... Kara♥Anne

getting a new Journal cuz i hate this one all all the fucken ppl that look at it.. sooo die :) ♥Peace Bitches I Love you With all my heart and soul..my everything x33

I DIDNT FUCKEN WRITE THAT SHIT IN THE STALL SO FUCKEN KILL YOURSELF IM NOT THAT FUCKEN RETARDED... SERIOUSLY IF I WAS TO OF WROTE SUMTHING ABOUT YOU IT WOULD OF BEEN "HEY KIM YOUR A FUCKEN BITCH AND I HATE YOU END OF STORY" SOOO YEAH THINK IT WAS ME ALL YOU WANT THINK I WANT DAN BACK ALL YOU WANT IDC NEMORE BUT THIS SHIT ABOUT MY SKIN DISEASE IS SOOOOOOO FUCKEN STUPID AND LOW AND IMMATURE OF YOU THAT I CANT EVEN BELIEVE THAT YOUUUU WOULD DO THIS SHIT... SO YEAH YOU KNOW WHAT I FUCKEN DONE WITH IT.. DANE WITH YOU AND TARA AND PAIGE AND SELINA... SERIOUSLY I LOVE HOW U BITHC ABOUT PPL BEING IN OUR PROBLEM WHEN THEY HAD NUTHING TO DO WITH IT... THIS ISNT EVEN CONSERNING PAIGE AND SELINA... BT WHATEVER.. IM SICK OF THIS SHIT.. OBVIOUSLY THE ONLY WAY THIS IS GONNA END IS IF WE FIGHT, AND TRUST ME IF I SAW U OUT SIDE OF SKOOL I WOULDNT BE RUNNING, YOUDE BE IGNOREING ME AND LYING ABOUT WHAT U SAID LIKE WHEN I SAID I WONDER IF THERE IS NE DOG FOOD DOWN STARIS YOU DIDNT SAY ONE FUCKEN WORD SOO GO FUCK YOURSELF AND STOP TELLING COURTNEY YOU DID K THANKS BYE

well another day of wonderful JCHS :) looove it... well idk im in a alright mood today, yesterday started off perdy shitty, but hey what can ya do. But sit back and watch it fail... then laugh and say i told ya sooo :-P Doug: Who Loves Orange Soda? Kara: Kara Loves Orange Soda!! Doug: Is It True? Kara: I DO I DO I DOOOOOO Hahahaha wow i loveith him, i dont know what i would do without him. He makes me soooo happy, and idk why i would ever want to be with ne1 else hes all i could possibly ask for. He makes me laugh, we NEVER fight, and he is just wonderful. Why i would even think of another guy while im with him i dont know, cuz baby he is all i could ever ask for. Hes my everything, and i dont think i could ever leave him for sum1 else :)♥♥ Welp im outtis the bell just rangg Peace Bitches Leave comments if i like you.. if i dont then umm Fuck off :)♥ ♥March.18.2006**Best Day Of My Life♥

uhh idk.. im amazing this morning :) Last night was interesting i suppose i wanted to go see Silent Hill with Des and Joe but the faggot dad said no... Bitchhhh Douglas called♥ we talked and laughed hopefully he comes to effin schoolage today ahahah... Hmm idk im like blah in a way cuz i jsut dont know what to say about sumthings, i mean its all good, and i could really care less about sum shit, but then there is other shit that is like WOW.. but hey its their life why should i even care... idk i dont care, and as long as their happy then thats all that matters :).. OhSnAp ItsKaRaD: his mistakes not mine psycho man1423: yeah let him try to be happy maybe he'll realize what he's lost in the past OhSnAp ItsKaRaD: yeah me Joe is awsome :) ♥Atreyu-Bleeding Mascara ♥ A wraith with an angel’s body. A demon with a smile of gold. You soul-sucker I won’t become like you. A killer with the perfect weapons, crystal eyes and a heart of coal. You soul-sucker. I won’t lose myself in you.. Look how pretty she is, when she falls down. Now there’s no beauty in bleeding mascara. lips are quivering like a withering rose, she’s back again. What the fuck do you think love means? It’s more than words and more than feelings sucking me dry. Is my marrow that sweet? Your dead lovers have left a trail of broken hearts and misspent hopes. Sucking them dry. Does their marrow taste of sweetness, Sweetness? I hope you choke. Look how pretty she is, when she falls down. Now there’s no beauty in bleeding mascara. Lips are quivering like a withering rose, she’s back again, shes back a, shes back again shes back

WOW UR A FUCKEN CUNT ^^YOu should kow who thats too :) hmm well all i can say is that my ride home on friday with mr. Christopher Ferris Wasss soooo amazing, what a love he is.. hes wicked hott too :) I GOT YOU EX AND YOU CANT DO NETHING ABOUT IT.. STUPUID WHORE PLAY THIS GAME AND I PLAY BACK:) Oh and my boyfriend is a jerk :-p

well today is friday, and that means tomarrow is saturday and that means dun dun dun SATS looove it... and i get to chill with the mama dukes and Douglas¢¾ looveee him Welp im outtis cuz im helping the AMAZING JACQUI STERLING make a diary peace niggs ♥ March.18.2006 ♥ OH P.s Christopher Ferris Is The Light Of MY Life :) Bitchesss

BELIEVE IN BRITTANY Sooo today Brittany Clark Gets her Bone Marrow Transplant, soo Please Pray for her. Shes an amazing girl, and means alot to everyone.. Wear ur Purple Bitches 8-) ♥Kara

Well today is pooring down Rain.. Fucken Blahhhh OH LIKE THE PIC ITS ME AND MY BESTIST FRIEND AMY C♥ Well yes here i am at school. Im kinda stoked to be back cuz i get to wear my hott new clothing :) Today i have this wicked cute shit on. I have this Aero Shirt that buttons at the top and has 1987 written acrossed the chest. its white. And i have these strtchy short thingys on also from aero. ((navy blue)) and then i have these wicked awsome sandles that i got from BURLINGTON hahaha i hate that store but their sandles were cuteeX33.. and i have a necklas on from there too :-P Yeah today is gonna be a okay day i think.. i dont really know yet. Depends on if the B.f decides to show up to class today.. hmm we'll see.. Well im not getting ne comments on here ne more.. its kinda sad, but hey.. whatever... :-P idc no news is good news RIIITE? i have a new aim sn---ohsnapitskarad I LOVE IT SO SHUT UP :-P¢¾ well Ta Ta For Now ¢¾If Love Was Red Then She Was Color Blind

THIS WEEKEND WAS HEKKA LONG AND WOW... well where do i begin...oh yess Friday:: Well Friday i hd to stay after school fer my us history teacher cuz i skipped her class :) so yeah i did that. Earlyer that day i got called down to the office and i had 5 count em 5 referals.. hahahhaha it was funny mr. knight wasnt to pleased :P so i have detention mon,tues,wends, and friday hahahahha i love it. So yeah then i get home and my dad tells me that The b.f called, so i called him, and we talked fer a few b4 my ride showed up. so yeah then i came out here to conklin.. hmm yeah. We went out to din din at the relief pitcher.. mmmm that was amazing.. Then i came home and started talking to Chris Lenga and the B.f.. BIGG MISTAKE TALKING TO DOUG WAS we got in this hugeeee fight, and almost ended..it was scary..i was like sad and shit i cryed like all night.. Saturday:: Well yess saturday.. i got up at 5am.. niceee riiite? and sat on the comp. fer a couple hrs talking to Mr. Amazing Chris Ferris ♥ hes an amazing kidd hes been my "Offical Favorite Person Of The Day" fer 2 days now hahahhaha. So yeah then i got dressed and showered and shit and went to the mall and shopped.. and shopped and shopped till i couldnt shop ne more :P... I Got wicked cute clothes.. and my fav shirt and prolly dougs too... "Im with the Band" hahah i looove it♥. Then after shopping fer 5 hrs i came here, and doug got on, and we talked and he said that he really cares for me and hes not gonna brake up with me and bladdy bladdy blah, so yeah... Then he decides its awsome to come talk to me when hes drunk.. well he was a riot all right but damn hahahah he kept saying bye.. he said it like293749203874932 times in a row.. and then he says the stupidist line of the night "Say Bye So you Know im Buying you." LMAO im like wtf.. hahahhah i hope ya got a good deal.. and then hes like yeah your my groupie memeber hahhaah o wow.. wat a loooser face.. but hes my looser face :)♥ Today::Idk nuthing exciting has happened..so yeah peace nucca's ♥ If Love Was Red Then She Was Color Blind♥ OH DANIEL WAYNE IS A DORK FACE :)

Well i guess its time fer a little update i suppose... Uhh.. well yeah today is friday, and i have to stay after cuz i have like 20394857 detentions cuz i like to skip classes hott ritte? :) Adn then after that im going to my Nana Sharons house fer the weekend cuz we are going shopping Saturday. Cuz i need new clothes cuz im a fat ass :) hahaha She just got her chemo treatment last week and she was like wicked sick. All her hair is gone again, and well shes weak, and i feel so bad. She is the only one that i felt ever really cared about me. I mean yeah she says mean things to me about my weight and shit, but i mean honestly she is a strong amazing woman.. She is my Hero♥ Well Doug... hahaha im not even gonna get on that subject as of right now cuz we are having sum problems... maybe its just me er sumthing but he is like.. idk.. he skipped skool yesterday.. idk why but i have a good feeling its b/c yesterday was 420.. i mean honestly couldnt he just go to skool and then do it after... he only goes to boces so hed only be there fer like 1 1/2 hrs.. Thats not that bad... i mean seriously.. idk whatever.. not my problem... Me and my guidence counseler are talking about sending me to the Alt. School next year. she really doesnt want to but i really dont wanna go here next year.. We are looking at other alternitives like maybe a diff skool district. idk im lost... i hate this fucken school and stuff, not just b/c of the drama, but everything ne more here bugs me... hmm what else is there to bitch about?.... Well idk what else to really say.. except AMY better be here today... sheesh lol So yeah im outtis bitches Peace :) New Fav. Song :) Gym Class Heros-Cupids choke Hold Take a look at my girlfriend She's the only one i got (ba ba da da) Not much of a girlfriend I never seem to get a lot (ba ba da da, ba ba da da) It's been some time since we last spoke This is gonna sound like a bad joke But momma i fell in love again It's safe to say i have a new girlfriend And i know it sounds so old But cupid got me in a chokehold And i'm afraid i might give in Towels on the mat my white flag is wavin' I mean she even cooks me pancakes And alka seltzer when my tummy aches If that ain't love then i don't know what love is We even got a secret handshake And she loves the music that my band makes I know i'm young but if i had to choose her or the sun I'd be one nocturnal son of a gun (ba ba da da, ba ba da da) Take a look at my girlfriend She's the only one i got (ba ba da da) Not much of a girlfriend I never seem to get a lot (ba ba da da, ba ba da da) Take a look at my girlfriend She's the only one i got (ba ba da da) Not much of a girlfriend I never seem to get a lot (ba ba da da, ba ba da da) It's been awhile since we talked last and i'm tryin' hard not to talk fast But dad i'm finally thinkin' i may have found the one Type of girl that will make you way proud of your son And i know you heard the last song about the girls that didn't last long But i promise this is on a whole new plane I can tell by the way she says my name (ba ba da da) I love the way she calls my phone She even got her very own ringtone If that ain't love then i don't know what love is (ba ba da da) It's gonna be a long drive home but i know as soon as i arrive home And i open the door take off my coat and throw my bag on the floor She'll be back in my arms into my arms once more for sure Take a look at my girlfriend She's the only one i got (ba ba da da) Not much of a girlfriend I never seem to get a lot (ba ba da da, ba ba da da) She's got a smile that would make the most senile Annoying old man bite his tongue I'm not done She's got eyes comparable to sunrise And it doesn't stop there Man i swear She's got porcelain skin of course she's a ten And now she's even got her own song But movin' on She's got the cutest laugh i ever heard And we can be on the phone for three hours Not sayin' one word And i would still cherish every moment And when i start to build my future she's the main component Call it dumb call it luck call it love or whatever you call it but Everywhere i go i keep her picture in my wallet like you Take a look at my girlfriend She's the only one i got (ba ba da da) Not much of a girlfriend I never seem to get a lot (ba ba da da, ba ba da da) Take a look at my girlfriend She's the only one i got (ba ba da da) Not much of a girlfriend I never seem to get a lot (ba ba da da, ba ba da da

well i can i just say Doug ur a an asshole :) Well my brake was like shitty i was sick the ENTIRE fucken time.. I hung out with T-Conk on thursday last week ... Terry ur a Taco ;) hahhahah yeah that was fun, we talked and stuff, and fer once i felt like sum1 was actually listening to me, and thanks fer letting me cry on ur shoulder, i dont have ne1 that i feel that really understands what imgoing thru.. Thanks Hun :) Uhh Doug pisses me off, he thinks its amazingly okay to go and drink every day?! yeah its pretty cool i love it.. i love feeling worthless and second best to a bevradge that will just ruin ur life in the long run.. but hey whatever... Uhhh i spent the night at my sisters on wends night that was iight i guess, you know that drill up till 4 in the am making up raps about gay ppl like our boyfriends, Dan, Mallory, Zach, Justin, Craig, Doug, and everyone else we know... One plays videogames and the other is a redneck, One collects Yugio Cards and the other fishes off his porch deck Woooooorrrddddd :D well besides that nuthing exciting really happened, i talked to Reba and Zeke yesterday.. hahaha EKK!! yeah that was uhh differnt.. hahahaha wellt ahts it peace nucca :) Oh Marcy.. Im very disapointed in you... VERYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY disapointed.... :-/ ♥Ill never be good Enough....

MY BOYFRIEND IS AMAZING ♥ Doug ur like amazing and i dont know what i would do with out you my loveee♥

Who Wrote thisss.... :'( im sorry DAN fucked everything up for you.I still love you, and ur pretty enough and skinny enough for muaw so there lol, now if only we were dyke [anonymous (72.227.57.223)] cuz i love you♥

well i will keep calling you to see if you're sleepin are you dreamin and if you're dreamin are you dreamin of me i cant believe you actually picked...me i thought that the world had lost its sway (its so hard sometimes) ^Blue October--Calling You *Awsome Song and Band Im just wow.. in a really baddd fucken mood and i honestly dont know why.. well i do and there is alottt fucken to it.. I Just feel like i dont deserve to be cared about.. i kinda feel like im a failure at alot of shit that i do.. Some times i feel like no matter what i do that its never gonna be good enough... Have you ever felt that way? Well yeah i feel like that EVERY MINUTE of EVERY FUCKEN DAY.... I cant stand to fucken deal with feeling like this.. I walk in to Criminal Justice Everyday, and i look at my boyfriend and im like wow.. He is like amazing and there is like nuthing i want more.. and then shit like this happens where i feel like i dont deserve him.. I feel like ill never be good enough.. and i wont amount to what he deserves.. and i think to myself im not pretty enough, of skinny enough, er popular enough to be loved by him er cared about, and then i slapp myself out of it and im like im so lucky.. Honestly i dont know what i would do if i wasnt dating doug, er if i was and i couldnt see him everyday.. Cuz i honestly care about him like whoa.. and i dont know what i would do if i end up fucken this up too.. i Mean everything is going really good between me n him besides the thing that happened last night.. but i mean seriously. Im like really happy EVERYDAY when i see him my day just turns around. But last night i stared at myself in the mirror and was like im really not good enough for him... :-/ Idk, after Dan i just havent really thought of myself as beautiful, er worth being loved, and when ppl start to care about me i get scared that they'll leave me like he did.. and i cant let that happen.. i cant fall in love with someone SOOO fucken hard like i did with Dan, and then Have them leave me laying here to fucken die.. i cant do it ne more.. i cant Im Soooo scared to get close to ppl for fear they will do me wrong and that i will hurt them.. i cant leave Doug, and i cant let him leave me.. i Need him Wayyy to much... ¢¾Dan i Love you, You will Always be my friend and i dont blame nething that happened between us on you.. it was me.. all my fault, and im sorry that i made you go thru this, and i promise i wont ever bother you again.. Just know i LOVE and Care About you With everything i have, and if u ever need sum1 to hold er to tell you it will be okay, know that i am here.. Always and Forever..¢¾ Well fucken Shit im outt... *Tears Roll Down as She Confesses I Loved him More Than i EVER loved Myself* ^Written by Me^

Hmmm well i think that skool and all the teachers in it should fucken kill themselves... :) Uhhh im debating on weither er not im gonna gett this certan sumthing pierced.. if i do.. Sex will be hella hott :) ;) Umm... Im talking to doug and desiree, and yeah... des is freaking out cuz im gonna get this thing peirced... what a whore... hmm well i dont know what else to say except Marcy is like Whoa and i looove her ♥ oh and my boyfriend is like whoa too :) ♥

Bang, Bang Shoot me Down Your gun burns my head Changes, Smiles to frowns Shiver, Shaken Now im Dead Cold and Lifless Images burn my Bed Tap Tap your fingers pierce my skin Tears Run Slowly Down From the Blackened Eyelashes to chin Spoken Wisper In the crisp air its sad, i know you well enough To know you NEVER cared. Bang Bang Shoot me down Your Gun Burns my head Changes Smiles to Frowns Written By Me 3-7-06