So my friend Nicole and her husband Chase finally had their baby the other night ( Jan 16th). I have known Nicole my entire life. Literally. Our older brothers were friends and she was my first friend. I was her maid of honor and she has been there for me through every major moment in my life as well. Well I was lucky enough to be able to be in the room for little Zackary's birth and My God they aren't kidding when they say it is truly the most beautiful thing you can ever witness. He is amazing. As you know from my previous entries ( if anyone actually reads this thing lol) that I have been feeling defeated and down, but seeing him come into this world. This perfect little being, changed it for me. When you see a baby born you realize tuly there is something bigger than yourself out there. He's a very lucky little boy bc he has two great parents and a whole bunch of other people who love him and will be around to support him when life gets tough. A special congrats to the new mommy and daddy. You too are going to be great parents and Im so glad i get to be around to see him grow up. Love you!