i hate and im pissed at my-self...you ask why? well the other day when i was walking home with my girl some kid cortney cusin well he call her a nasty name and hite her witch i hate when guys hite girls but i was stupid and did nothing i HATE my self right not cus i it i wish i had did something so i dont have to feel like a fucking shit head fucking a bad boy-friend...i should of hite or sead something but no i just wanted to get out of there..cus i had too that little girl was there and i cant talk or be around her or her family...i just wish i did something....babe when you read this i will make it up to you...you will see i dont know what yet but im telling you this its going to be big!...well i gotta go. i love you cortney! mikey