as i sit here thought it would never happen......why god why i ask you...you did this to me you made me sad unhappy you give me pain and hurt why god what did i do wrong? can you answer god answer my question why?...i thought we be together i really did so will i cry when i see her pics YES will i stop thinking of her NO will i stop loveing her NO will i keep loveing her YES will this pain stop i dont know...GOD im asking you to stop this pain...take me back in time so all this didnt happen make me happy once again...i sead I LOVE YOU its true i cry over it cus i will miss you and every thing i sead to you is true i do want to be with you i do want us to be happy i wish we can be but with every thing i cant now im nothing like a rock siting there with no meaning to the world......thought it would never happen and wish it didnt but nothing i can do now...this feeling came back once again thought it would never and now its my new friend i hate you new friend go away i dont want you let me be let me be happy stop bringing me down when every thing is up fuck you new friends go away but its not...im sorry for every thing sorry that this pain and hurt came back sorry for what ever i did wrong im SORRY! just thought it would never happen thought we would be happy thought the pain was never comeing back i thought we be together for a long time...sorry my love i will miss you goodbye my lover my friend go be with your friends go have fun be happy have your space im not stoping you and never have just remember i will always love you! just dont hurt your self... i sorry to sweety i wish it never had happen and wish were still be together i mean it from my heart i love you and always will mikey (with pain and hurt)