For the last few nights I have not been able to get to sleep. I have found something that helps be fall asleep though. This is what I do. I lay there and I pretend that Dustin is laying beside me and he is just holding me in his arms. Now I think I have not been sleeping well cause I have not seen Dustin is a while. But when I think of him right next to me I feel so much better inside and it is easier for me to get to sleep. Now this is something that I didn't want to tell Dustin is that everytime we get off the phone before we go to bed I always get a tear rolling down my cheek, and its not cause he did something wrong, its cause I miss him so much, and knowing that I can't see him tomorrow hurts. I wish I could see him everyday. I Love You Dustin so much with all my heart!! xoxoxo ~Cassandra