well my days are getting better. meeting new people and all. I am starting to get use to everything for once going the way it should. I have been talking to this wonderful guy, OMG i finally found someone with sense. He is treating me and my little one so nice, never thought it could happen. Maybe it will work i sure hope so. I am tired of getting hurt everything is falling into place. Well i am off to bed now got so much to do tomorrow. Thanks for all the comments. C-ya later Carrie

Well today is a better day then yesterday...Got some stuff done that has needed to be done for awhile now. I have made a promise to myself that i am not going to let another man make me feel like this. I am better then this shit and don't need it. I want to go to school next semester for what i have no clue. I just know that i need to do something with my life to better me and my son so that i know he will have a better life then what i did and be able to grow up with stuff that he needs and wants. I might try and get my RN or go be a cosmetologist who knows what the days the weeks even the months and hours holds for me. Something better i hope. Well for now i am getting off here so i can go finish with the house work but this is to the person YEA thanks for the comment it feels good to hear from some new people that is what i need a new life new people and new well everything ttyl -carrie-

Why is this world like this...Why did i have to be brought into this world, when nothing seems to work right. My life gets worse by the minute and it doesn't seem to get any better, I can't stand this the only thing i have in this world is my son. He is the only thing i know will love me but why can't i find that Mr. Right the one that doesn't want one thing, the one that will be there for me nomatter what, the one that will lift when i am down. Is that too much to ask for i don't think so.I want a man that is loving, caring wants something out of life instead of the partying and the cheating that is the types of men that i draw. Well i am off so i can get my head straight once again. -Carrie-