:):):) NC WAS AMAZINNNG HHEEHEHE I LOOVE RYYYYYYAN:) gooodbye ;-)

so its def been like years since ive wroteen in this thing but im in NC and ryan has school and baseball till 6 and i have to do something to occupy my time with sooo im just gonna sit here and write a little entry..hmm ryans hould be coming home soon for lunch..they donth ave free periods in NC soo annoying..cause they only havd 4 periods a day..but anyway NC is soo nice its liek 60 todayy which isnt like WARM for them but its like summer to me hehe ryan and i are wicked goood and whateverrr bhe got me a bunch of stuff when i got here:) hehe okayy well his bday was sunday and had to go see all the faimly, they are good as usuall..but im gonan go get ready now causssssse he should be here soon..goodbye:)

pure defination of a slut : mountian top fuckin whoreassss

even the best fall down sometimes.

oh, this is the start of something goooood.

As we grow up we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probally will. You'll have your heart broken way more then once and it will hurt everytime. You'll fight with your bestfriend You'll blame a new love for things the old one did. You'll cry because time just goes by to fast And you'll lose someone that you cared about the most. So take way to many pictures, Laugh untill you cry. And love like you've never been hurt. Because every sixty seconds you spend being upset, Is a minute of happiness you'll lose forever <33

I hear the clock, it's six a.m. I feel so far from where I've been I got my eggs and my pancakes too I got my maple syrup, everything but you. I break the yolks, make a smiley face I kinda like it in my brand new place I wipe the spots off the mirror Don't leave the keys in the door Never put wet towels on the floor anymore' cause Dreams last for so long even after you're gone I know you love me And soon you will see You were meant for me And I was meant for you. I called my momma, she was out for a walk Consoled a cup of coffee but it didn't wanna talk So I picked up a paper, it was more bad news More hearts being broken or people being used Put on my coat in the pouring rain I saw a movie it just wasn't the same 'Cause it was happy and I was sad It made me miss you oh so bad 'cause Dreams last for so long Even after you're gone I know you love me And soon you will see You were meant for me And I was meant for you. I go about my business, I'm doin fine Besides what would I say if I had you on the line Same old story, not much to say Hearts are broken, everyday. I brush my teeth and put the cap back on I know you hate it when I leave the light on I pick a book up. Turn the sheets down. Take a deep breath and a good look around Put on my pjs and hop into bed I'm half alive but I feel mostly dead I try and tell myself it'll be all right I just shouldn't think anymore tonight 'cause Dreams last for so long Even after you're gone I know you love me And soon I know you will see You were meant for me And I was meant for you Yeah.... You were meant for me and I was meant for you.

so me and age are killin ourselfs at kevins house? im kidding, but we feel liek mother fuckin shit and we can deal with mother fuckin bulllFUCKIGNSHITT AHHH fuck boys.. ecp. M and J. for life.

this is the start of something gooood...dont you agreeee:)

perfectooooooo<3

okay soo today was def. the first snow fall of the seaons...usually it doesnt snow till liek the end offf november..but were supopsed to haev like a bad winter and with allt he hurcciane shitttt i guessss it made it snow..i llooove the snow me and age went to kevins withm ikey and it was funnn they rode those little "cars" and yeahh then we all went to friendlys then to jons to give himt he ipod thing and he said it worked..which is surprising..cant wait till this weekend..it shalll be fun:)

weee be burnnnnnnnnnin AND AS FOOOR ME HAAA YOU'LL SEEE ;-)

umm nothing new lately i feel like i haev to at least update this thing once a month noww aha..uhh lets seee lots of drama lately..jsut called someone to clear it all up...basically people are hypocrties and like to lie...oh how i love it all.. fuckin herpsass

booo becaue no one does this little thing n e more..lol caue my space has officaly taken over everyones life? hm weird..but anywayyyy things are gooooddd goood goo laetly..ecp at the night time before i got to bed..tahts my favorite part of the day haha ;-) umm yes.. Oh, this is the start of something good Don't you agree? I haven't felt like this in so many moons You know what I mean? And we can build through this destruction As we are standing on our feet. You'll have to follow through With every word you say And I, all I really want is you For you to stick around I'll see you everyday But you have to follow through You have to follow through.

ahhh im frustrated:) last night had its ups and downs..buttt it was tgoood untilll fuck face had to ruin it by going in hiss to many people syndrome..:(:( so lets give em somethin to talk about babbbe.

i feel like im the only oneeee that still does this thing...thinks have bee goign very well thoughh...new ppeoplee new faces and i love it:) <3 this could be the start to something good:)

things are better and so iss ya knowwwwww. I wish no one knew my name so i could write everything thats been going on, no one uses this n e way. :-D

lets see im sitting at mikeys house with daniella and pat becauseee mike tyler and jon left to get fooood:( and we are really boooored and theres nothign goign on tonight btu statelands but it takes liek 20 mins to get there which is to long:) buttt maybe we will go to chris' with some cooll caaaaaats (I HATE TOMBALL WHO IS THERE BOO) yeahh welll i dunno what else to say besides im wicked effing bored and i want to shoot myself

im mad because no one does this anymore lol..but i always say im done with it and then theres alwyas something i have to write? myspace just isnt good enough for me :0)...um my birthday is tomorroww. anddd im intrested to see SOME thingss muwhah:0) but like they say never expect anything, so you'll never be dissapooointed. so yeah, i dont expect that SOME thing. 2 people have asked me to homecoming buttt i dont really want to gooo sooooo im not going. doing something with this boooy purhappsss...:)

i feel like this always happens with girls dont got em then you do, then you back off.