Lately I've felt like a waste. I'm not involved in anything. The highlight of my day is watching TV with my boyfriend... not that I don't enjoy it, but I wish I actually did something every day. I've got a band, but it's obviously not going anywhere. I've been doing schoolwork. I'm doing a hell of a lot better this year than I have in my entire school career, and I'm glad. I know what I want to do with my life. I've changed my mind about not going to college. I think it's safe to say that I've turned my life around. No more smoking, drinking, or drugs. I'm not depressed. I've been happy with my life lately. I just wish I was involved in any kind of activity. I used to be in orchestras. I used to play sports. I don't do any of that anymore.
I've figured my life out, though, and I know what I want. I want to graduate high school. I want to attend college for law. I want to get married. I want to have kids. I want a big house on the water, and a 37' Egg Harbor to go with it. I haven't done well in school at all until this year, and it's going to be hard to obtain most of that. I'm confident, though, that I can make it work.
sorry i like music too much.
peace out
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