i thought i could trust u i relly did i wanted us to work but then u go and fuck me over for some bitchy hoe who will open her legs for anyone i wanted us to work i relly trusted you but now my trust is gone and never comin back u can try and fix my heart but u kno what it can never be fixed u put a hole though my heart and it hurts so bad i don't kno if i ever could love any one again i want to make things right i want us to be but i don't kno what the problem is to fix it u told me u loved me u told me we would always be but then u do this u do not kno how i feel and never will i don't kno what to do i feel like i just want to fall over dead i would but i kno there are ppl out there that care i kno it is not u but there is ppl that do if u did not like me than y did u go and to the things u did i want u to be but i don't want to get hurt again when i trusted u, u let my guard down and broke my heart u told me that maybe in the furture we would get back together but i don't want to as much as i try to i just want u out of my head and life but every time i see u the fire inside of me bruns for u and i just want it to burn out but it won't i love u so much and i tought u loved me to..............jeffery alan muccumbers were every u are i will always love u

i once thought of a person who was so perfect so desirable someone just for me who only saw me and no other gurl i then realized i was dreaming of a fairytale something i could never have i always dreamed of being a princess till this day i tell every one a am they all look at me like ive gone crazy and i laugh at them they just don't know that i am i looked for someone who could be my prince but every corner i've turned its been a dead end and i have to start over again its funnie one night when this princess was bitching she ment someone who she wanted to be her prince someone to be hers make her dreams come true and if your the lucky guy readin this i hope you understand i want that some one to be you.

lifes such a bitch u think u have a good friend and then they come and tell u they are goin to kick ur ass and when it comes time to fight they don't show up. well last night when i came home from where ever i was i found out that my so called friend went to the movies so i had my dads gurl friend come and drag them out of the movie thearter and they came to my house and her bro toke the baseball bat in my back yard and almost hit me with it. so i went in the house and toke some object and went out and they were gone hehehehehehehe some friends i have well fuck friends who needs um i will stick to ppl i some times talk to. #1 bitch and don't fuckin ppl forget it cynthia

how do u deal when the one you love takes your love for granted. how do u deal when the one you love goes and tells all of his friends that you are not worth any thing then comes back and tells you that he loves you. just one time i would like to see you take a piece of what you are doin to me and see how bad it hurts me inside. i don't kno how to deal with it, and no one will help me. no one nos what it feels like to give your heart to someone and then have it torn out of your chest just like that. you were my whole life and since you went away my life has fell apart. i don't no what you were thinkin but what ever it was, it was not me so i don't no what more to say but hey i will never love any guy more then you jeff and you should always no that, you took my love for granted and you were my world and now i don't no what to do since you went away. by the # 1 bitch love you always jeff cynthia stout

omg last night was so funnie me and my dad went out and we went to this gurls house we told her we were goin to slit her thought. she would not come out of the house. the fucked with my dad but they did not have the balls to come out of there house and they had the balls to call me a cunt i am not a cunt i am a bitch u ppl have to get it right. lol well that is all that really happened intresting any way. o yea my birthday is in 6 days ppl hustle hustle wish me happy birthday o yea if u have msn my name is IcAnDy4UtOlOvE@hotmail.com ok well buh bye number one bitch and don't forget it cynthia

omg last night me my dad and my dads friend went and robed two street signs that has our last name on it.......then we went and vandlized some bitches van it was funnie. well thank god they are gone the ppl that were stayin at my house. i hate them so much. the one spilled her guts to charity and thought it was me and now the next time she comes down she is gettin her ass kicked......ha ha ha ha omg im so bored i went to skatetown the other night and i was with my bf matt he is so sweet well any way my ass still hurts every one was kickin me in my ass or tryin to deflat my tits and i hurt all over. nothin new is in my life but my birthday is in like 8 day on the 9th i can't wait ever one wish me a happy birthday he he he jp u don't have to hey charity did you get the german lessons all done yet probaly not well when u do send them threw the mail that the mail man carrys ok and i will rite them and send um back ok i need the first 2 pages i think if any one has aol plz give me ur name i need more ppl i am so bored and no one is ever on. my name is minnierocks6915!!!!!!!!

y the fuck did i let them come. it is my friend and her bro there mom is goin on vaction and dumped them on me and they ditch me to go hang out with all there little friends they go places and stay out till like 5 in the morning. you kno if i were to do that i would get into so much trouble that i would not be able to do any thing till i was about 18 it is bull shit and know i am stuck between to guys i don't kno witch one i want and it is makin me mad cause one is sweet and carin and the other is like fuck you at one point then o i love you with all my heart the next. i think i want the one that keeps me guessin cause he tells me what i should look like and no one around cares what i do so i am goin to pick him we went to a place called the ice caves last night and i told this gurl she is to gurly gurl for me and to fuck off and know she is all mad at me should i applagize hell no and i was the only one to stay sober last night i wanted to drink so bad but i did not like the beer...... so i had to help every one into the house. yea so i am goin to kick this gurls ass so bad she will not kno what hit her im goin to knock the piss out of her