Listening to: slipknot:: vermilion prt 2
Feeling: depressed
so i just found out that i have nothing to do for the summer and the only place i do go i cant any more. ok i usealy go to my freind jhonothans about every day but i cant go over tere any more cuz that girl stephanie might be going out with this dude charle and i will feel realy ocward if im over there and she is over there too. now it seems that she only likes me as a friend with benifits wich would seem good in any other situation but i cant be that with her cuz it will just get my feelings mixed up and i will get my heart broken (and i dont want that to happen again)i still want to be friends with her but not fwb. i only want to do that if we are bf&gf. see in any other situation i would be a fwb but i realy care for stephanie, and i think that im in love her.
so u see the predicument im in if any of you'll have any GOOD advice please comment me.
a lonley son of a bitch
antonio
PS all this shit im going through makes me want to smoke weed again
PPS ineed a ciggerat
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