Today
sucked.
Everyone flaked on me...
Tomas has been too busy to talk to me all day. I'm *trying* so hard to give him freedom and be with his friends whenever he wants to be with them... but I end up waiting up till 2 in the morning so I can just talk to him before I go to bed. Once he gets home though, he automatically starts "myspacing" and commenting other girls. It's like, I'm the last thing on his mind.
My friends don't really give a shit about me.
You said you hate my suffering,
and you UNDERSTOOD...
and you'd [take care of me.]
You'd always be there....
Well,
Where are you now?