hmm..i thought my obsession was getting better but i guess i was wrong. It seems like the more i hang out with him the more i like him. ugh! whenever he talks about another girl i get soo jealous..its stupid cuz i know he doesnt feel the same way. w/e. i guess there is this other guy but he doesn't give me butterflies like "he" does. I mean that one time at Kassie's house when he showed up and she pulled me off the couch..ack i was soooo happy. there was mad butterflies lol....but anyway. there is been so much drama lately. its all over breaking into nicoles journal. she swares im not listening but maybe she needs to take a better look at the convos. she has been such a bitch to me. she said so many hurtful things. i cant stand being around her now! it is soo uncomfortable.. it just kind of makes me furious.. i almost thought all this drama would seperate me and my true friends.. and it partly did. THAT PISSED ME OFF! w/e im over it..but i know things will never be the same which sux. ugh! i was in a good mood all day. it was odd except practice, but i dunno w/e, <3 tabby