How can a 4 letter word be so fucking complicated? I don't even think that I should date anyone anymore... EVER. Everytime I fall in love, it just falls apart... MISERABLY. What's the point in it, if it's just going to kill me? I just want to crawl into a hole... And die. Just... Die. There's no point in anything... I no longer HAVE a reason to believe that everything is going to be okay... I KNOW that nothing will be okay. Ever. I've got company... Later.