ive never felt like this before..over 1 person...ive NEVER EVER cried over a girl before that didnt want me. it aint me but love can fuck u over like that.1 second u can be on top of everything and the next u can be on the bottom of the slumz. i hate how this shit is doin me. i love her SO much but she wont gimmi a chance because IDK WHY!!!!and i wanna hate her back but i cant...as hard as i try i cant..i wish i could go back and never meet her but i cant..life doesnt work like that.now im sittin here cryin like a lil bitch over SUM STUPID FUCKIN BITCH that i love and it hurts so bad that i have NO control over whats happens or how thingz in my life end up but i SWEAR i pray every night for her to love me back but it wont happen..it just WONT....i can say anything i want to anybody in this fuckin place but no1 can fix my problems and the thought all just makes it ten times worse. im tired of holding my face in public for this stupid ass hoe and breaking down alone for this stupid ass hoe and not having that stupid ass hoe as MY FUCKIN STUPID ASS HOE!!!!i hate it because reality sets and i kno she's kissing some other dude that cant love her HALF as good as i can..just because she can...i hate you me and any1 else who fuckin reads this shit....suicidle thoughts run through my head as i type ...idk what to do but i hope the out come is best for me......i just...dik wut road to take anymore...fuck it...i hope you love your outcoem as much as i love you...look what u created...i hope you love it......suicidle thoughts