awwww man.this sucks, but on the other hand it doesnt...let me Explain. okok well the girl i talkin about on 1 of my previouse entry's decided to tell me she broke up with her boyfriend making her available. well this is good news except for the fact that were still not talking and if i gave in now ...that would make me a weak person...i gotta hold out but i dont kno howlong im gonna last man. and thats not my only girl problem right now. ANOTHER girl i've had a crush on since 6th grade is FINALLY taking me serious, but idk..i sorta got used to her telling me no..her saying yea is kinda weird. and plus i've been rejected by her SO many times..it makes me look like i cant live without her so if i DID go out with her..i dont think i would be able to live up ti those expectations. i decided the best thing to do is tell her i dont have feeling for her like that anymore, EVEN THOUHG I DO!!!, man..this is the worst thing ever, 2 girls i LIKE ALOT and my pride wpnt let me be with any of them.this sux alot but i guess life sux. well aside from that i got PLENTY thuingz for Christmas and PLENTY money and all but all that doesnt make up for a girl..which i need SO bad right now...well thas all for now. MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE and remember: Dont Fall Victim To Peer Pressure Unless Your Pretty Sure You'll End Up Getting Sumthing Sucked Or Getting Free Drugs PE@CE -Tru