I really just want to get away from here. I've been crying over him. She lied...and she she kept it so well for so long. I really can't trust her anymore. I can't even look at her right now. I don't want to think about how much they love each other, and I am not going to let this get the best of me. Oh, how he breaks hearts. If only he would come back to me...if he could just love me like I love him. What is it about me that makes her seem so much better? Why am I not good enough? I just want to cry myself to sleep...and I probably will. My friends told me he isn't good enough...well then who is? Who could possibly be right for me? Or, rather, who am I good enough for?