Clearly things are looking a bit dark at the moment. You know what they say.. When it rains...It pours. Not only do we have no house. I am losing EVERYTHING... and I mean everything. Even my voice.

When things go bad, you have to be hopeful, but things have been going bad for a long while now. Not even my love life is good. Nothing is at the moment, all I have is maybe the last string of hope dangling about to break.

I'm not sure how much longer this is going to go on for, but I feel like there's nothing to look forward to anymore. So much for my happy ending! But alas.. It's only just the beginning. Maybe I could do just one thing right in this life and that is going to study and be a doctor.

What else is there for me in this world. Never been in love. Or thought I was. But it's a joke really, with the way he treats me! what a doouche