Update. Life keeps moving forward And I'm stuck in reverse Lately I have been my insomniac, nightmare tortured, crazy concerned self. And I hate it. I still hang out with Treg a lot. We have fun. We can swim any day in November I need to find a job. I need money. Tomorrow night is the honor's banquet. I'd really rather stay home. Except I have no control over my own life. I need to find someplace to go this weekend or else I'll be forced on a family outing where I will slice my throat and hang myself from a tree. Happy thoughts. Are hard to come by.