this entry is simply a confirmation of my previou statement: the school system is shit. take that big business take that tax payers take that enterprise im supposed to be in art right now but my artistic juices dont seem to be flowing and i dont feel like drawing. i wish i wouldve remembered my music today. listening to the doors wouldve definelty put me in a stoned state of being and that always helps me be creative. it was insane last night. this girl went to youth completley stoned out of her mind. how insane is that? like i said before, yesterday rocked my face off. until i got back into kandiohyi county anyways. i hate this fucking place. the whole atmosphere is thick with depression. and the foul stench of complacency and shit...literally. i dont know how much longer i can "tough it out" i wasnt made for this place, or this time, this age. i am bigger and better...like an eagle in a cage. let.me.soar.