kevin has allowed me to set myself free. he gave me the strength to let go i'm miserable without him when he is hurting, i have a monotone insanity I could kill for him _{I could do anything for him} The common theme with us, is that we always get back up stronger but today, he told me something...horrible and unchangeable. I wanna cry because I don't know how to feel. I'm depressed...and tho its not my problem, it is because it affects him. I don't know what to say. There is nothing I can do, but be there for him...but i feel like i can't comfort him. "i feel empty" he said... I'm angry at her for fucking his life up...and influencing mine. She didn't care about him, until he left her. Since we have been together, she has never gone away. and now she never will. she fucking left a trademark for me to patch up.