Listening to: Evanescence
Feeling: blank
I've found out there is beauty in the breakdown.
The only thing I want now, is to find what I've been looking for.
There are fields with piled up bodies of those who just gave up.
I won't ever give up.
There has to be something more than what i can see...and feel.
I won't be the same tomorrow. I wasn't the same today. I will never be the same as yesterday.
Chris and I are e n d i n g. I want to show him what it feels like to be f o r g o t t e n. I was nothing but a sex toy, an experiment and a dying bouquet. He spoke words of handing me a tourniquet as he held my hand. I can't stay, I'm just so sorry it has to be this way
blow out the candle
goodnight.
deadxempress
love.