I turn 20 in a weeks time. Man, just looking at that number is scary! I'M GONNA BE SOOO OLD!!! I think the scariest part of turning 20 is the fact that I used to think 'When I'm 20 I'll be...' 'I'll have...' etc etc. And yet, I feel like I haven't accomplished anything significant. I'm still living at home. I feel like I depend a lot on others. I haven't had any serious or meaningful relationships. I haven't had any life changing experiences. The bigger matter however is, how am I going to celebrate?? All my 'friends' keep asking me... and I just have no idea. I really can't be bothered to tell the truth...