Feeling: Angered. Tonight was the night that I found out from someone other than him. But on another note, I had a decent gym practice - I worked on my bar dismount to get it higher for a jager and I worked on another bar change that I can use out of the jager. I really really want that skill even though it's scary, it's totally worth it. Beam was decent - I started working front aerials onto a low beam with a mat on top, but I still need a lot more heel drive, my arms to be coordinated, and height. I'll get it. I need to get it and that's it. Floor was decent - I did a bunch of standings and I did roundoff backhandspring backtuck three times. I want to work my ass off tomorrow in gym. I might even dance my ass off tomorrow after school if there's no one in there. If there is, I'll wait as long as possible. I might take the pass during lunch and go on the stage - I don't really care as long as no one else is there. I need my time and the stage is the one place I can find it. So, back to my little bubble of gymnastics that keeps me away from reality, haha. If only. ADTC, here I come. Amikra