Yo, lately i have been all like, upset about one thing or another, all worried about what other people think about me and stuff, but it seems quite obvious now that i'm going to have to accept the fact that not everyone in this world is going to think you are sweet, the important thing is the ones who already do. That's why from now on i'm going to try not to dwell on things and have more of a natural flow...Everything always boils down to 4, as i have realized once again, this time it was Nathan's turn to be assesed again why not, and it feels good knowing other people's perspective *main props to Justin* and he told me, he was all like, man just don't worry about it, and so that is what i am going to try to do, for those people who might hate me or not want to be my friend and putting on the impression that they don't want to be my friend, fuck them *this is no one reading this obviously* the way it seems to be is, if you have to try to fit it, you aren't fitting in, or if you feel something is off, i have no intention of censuring myself or restraining my natural behaviors...No one really seems to mind so most of you reading this are gonna be like "what the fuck is he babbling about" but this is more of a remeinder to myself, to be myself, and give people a chance, but don't fuck myself over dwelling on something irrelevent and non-existent, Yo, -nathan-