♥Well i want every1 to know that this diary is no longer in use along with my other 100000 but check out ♥livingmyway ♥And i have changed so much read blondeangelx69 then blondegurlx69 now livingmyway...youll see the change x0xjamiex0x

:-( i know half of u guys wont read this but it hurts me so much to say this. we have no group everything that was try so hard to kep us its over and if u couldnt tell by friday than ur all reely dumb, like seriously well i was waiting for the day when this would come i just thot it would be in cypress not before we got out of ttms welll fare well now i must fix my wall of clique :-(:'( and i cant honestly say i love them all sumtimes i wish i was........

Heyy im at valerias casa and wow guys i had he best weekend ever and tonite wer gone go to xit! yes! weds-amanda came to my moms casa and we bonded and shizzle!! then we decided alot of things while sitting on a balcony and were friends till death and sisters 4 eternity! thurs- me and mada went to my moms work and they were all blak and literaly 5 wite kids and me and mada got bfs for the day and kisses on the cheek and beame to bois baby girls lma wel neway...then we went to madas and valeria came and we went and got nails /eyebrows done nex t we rode to b.t.c and "worked out" dude we worked harder then jimmy and anthony vasquez, then we went into tha sauna and for 15 miinutes and ran out CUZ OF VALERIAS RAZORBURN! next we went to the pool and hottub followed by pizza at hungry howies then amanda mommy came and picked us up and we went home and ate cake cuz it was alanas bday! and then we called ppol and it was funny LMAO then we eventually fell asleep with ME ON THA FLOOR!!! ...bitches lol ok next day we went to mi casa and chilled till we went to muvico then we saw francis ....eek! and valeria hid in tha bathroom till the coast was clear making me nd amanda crawl on our stomachs and get under the handicapped stall lmao. but afterwards we had fun...valeria getting raped by 10 black guys and me and amanda rescuing juan carlos while valeria rescued us from the bitches! and fat guy hehe then we went home and called wawa and pancha (16 yr olds) and they came over and i hooked up with wawa the blonde sim LMAO and amanda hooked up with pancho the mexican and then francis called and sed it was my dad so we cud haul ass lol and then we went home ordered pizza and talked about a shitload of things ... next morning we went to valerias and now im here writing this entry bye gotta go get ready for Xit ...ps we didn't talk shit at all about ne one and id like to give us a round of applause cuz thats a first! _-_jamie_-_ i heart mada and red starburst and my ...other adnegveillss

Aw now its my turn for the sad emo entry,today is my last day with shady, and wow u guyz its my baby and neither luc, my mom or my dad care, and ugh :'( im crying and my mom doesnt care i got my eye brows waxed 2 day

lalala well umm im in a goody moody; and yea! and lets all pause *pauses* amd prays that mariana doesnt kill my camera, so i was so dumb i 4got to mention the diary name, to scott wow wut a loser, newho howithappened will be up and runing soon hopefully, and yeea so did u hear i have a life thurs-sk8er park, friday im with valeria to muvico we go and then sat-KARLA and next weekend big xtians haveing a parrtaay! yea! well newho lova ya OMG I FORGOT TO MENTOIN VALERIA HAS AN A AND I HAVE A B+ ITS THA APOCOLAPSE

scott, i need a favor, i have a diary on here but i cant log in as it becus sum1 had changed the password on me, if u would pls send it to my emai, and if u will tell me my email, becus i have many diarie s oon here so im not aware of which it maybe, i suppose it would be x0lovex0xme0x@aol.com, thanks so much for puting up with me :-) lova ya always jamie i hope soon to have the pw, lovaya and wow wow WOW! MOM! lol oki any so any suggestions on the punishment:-)

hehe i know hu it it, and u cant hide or run its 100% sure. Im givin u fair warning, u fucked up big time in 2 ways, 1.u dont get to even read the new story 2.Ur def. getting yelled at and maybe ignored,all depends how mean i am, u realy fucked up. I even gave u a chance to change it baq, to how it used to be, but u never did so now ur gone pay. ATTENTION GROUP OUR NEW DIARY IS howithappenS and the pw i would say but onli 9 of us can read it :-) The Generic Teenager Stereotype Do you drink [alcohol]? sumtimes Do you party a lot? How often? Not reely Do you use drugs for recreational purposes? noo How often do you use the word like in an average hour? loads Do you skip classes? How often? no Do you have casual sex? Protected? No; if I had sex it wouldn’t be casual but yes protected Do you steal? NO! L Do you wear inappropriate clothing?on occasion Do you drool over celebrities? not really Do you watch a lot of TV? no Do you ever watch the News? no Do you even care about world issues? depends Do you read books often? Onli teen books J Are you failing a lot of your classes? no Do you spend most of your time with your friends? yes Do you smoke cigarettes? nope Do you hang out a lot in malls, or at Seven Elevens? Malls sumtimes Do you often find yourself with a crush on someone? Does love at first sights count Do you cuss a lot? I think so Are you desperate to fit in? no Are you intelligent? Some wut The Goth Stereotype Black lipstick? no Black eyeliner? yes Black eyeshadow? no Black trenchcoat? no Black boots? no Black fishnets? no Black nail polish? no Cigarettes? no Heavy metal music? umm? Marilyn Manson? no Kittie? I love kities J Cradle of Filth? no Constant frown and perpetual angst? no Are you an intellectual? I could be An atheist? no Horrible home life? no Hopelessly depressed? no Suffering with suicidal idealations? no Self-mutilation? Way back when The Punk Stereotype Plaid? no Big black boots? no Mohawk? no Excessive piercings? [Especially facial] does 10 piercings now and 1 closed make it excessive Loud, confident and opinionated? At times Wild hair colors? Just purple NOFX? No thanks Rancid? no Well versed on political scandals and outrages? yes The Jock Sterotype What's your IQ? 3.8 ish Do you watch a lot of sports? no Play a lot of sports? ew Talk a lot about sports? no Do you do anything, really, but think about sports? yes Are you arrogant? no Are you a male or female whore? no Are you homophobic? Of girl homos Do you tease other people a lot because you want to seem confident? no But really you're a quivering mass of insecurity? no Boobs = ihave them? Parties =duh Dropping out of high school and flipping burgers = yes? NO! The Girl Stereotype Do you spend a lot of time on your appearance? Depends Have you ever been on a diet? Yes! How much did you lose? I gave up to soon Was it not so much a diet as it was an eating disorder? no Make yourself throw up? no Make-up? yes Low-cut tops? yeah sometimes How big are your boobies? [Cup size]wtf Do you flip your hair when you talk, even if you don't realize it? No, im a girl no a fucking Barbie Giggle a lot? yess What's the deal with boys? Love to hatte and hate to love Thongs? Yea! Pretty bras? yes YM, Teen, Cosmo, et al? yes Who's the weaker sex? male Are you a feminist? yes Do you think Brad Pitt is hot? yes How often do you shave your legs? 1 every 2 or 3 days Are you emotional? yes This Or That [Oh, that old coconut.] Originality or Acceptance? originality Independence or Companionship? companionship Stability or Freedom? freedom Personal or Interpersonal? personal Introvert or Extrovert? extrovert Popularity or Isolation? poplarity Unique or Loved? loved Understood or Individual? understood You or Them? Them (X) been drunk (_) been high (_) given someone an orgasm (X) kissed a member of the opposite sex (_) kissed a member of the same sex (_) crashed a friend's car (_) been to Japan (X) ridden in a taxi (X) been in love (X) been dumped (X) shoplifted (_) been fired (_) been in a fist fight with my sister (X) snuck out of my parent's house (_) ever had a crush on someone of the same sex (_) ever dated someone of the same sex (_) masturbated in the same room with someone (X) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back (_) been arrested (X) made out with a stranger (_) stole something from my job (_) celebrated new years in Times Square (_) gone on a blind date (X) lied to a friend (_) had a crush on a teacher (_) celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans (X) been to Europe (_) skipped school (_) slept with a co-worker (X) cut myself on purpose (_) been married (_) gotten divorced (_) had children (X) seen someone die. (_) been to Africa (_) had a crush on one of my Live journal friends (X) Slapped someone I loved (_) Driven over 400 miles to attend a show/festival/fetish ball (X) Been to Canada (X) Been to Mexico (X) Been on a plane (_) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show (X) Thrown up in a bar bathroom (_) Purposely set a part of myself on fire (X) Eaten Sushi (_) Been snowboarding (_) Met someone in person from the internet (_) cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend/spouse (X) Been moshing at a concert (_) had real feelings for someone you knew only online (_) taken partially nude/nude photos of yourself (_) been in an abusive relationship (_) been pregnant or got someone pregnant (_) lost a child (_) gone to college (_) graduated college (_) been kicked out of your parent's house (_) tried killing yourself (_) taken painkillers for fun (X) intentionally burned yourself (X) love someone or miss someone right now (_) had sex after meeting someone for the first time (X) seen someone naked without them knowing (X) eaten something AFTER the 5, 10, or even 30 second rule (x) had surgery (_) broken a bone (_) broken someone else's bone (_) been completely naked in front of another person (_) been walked in on while masturbating

oki ppl im gona try to contain my anger, but i spent and hour and a half begging luc to do this fucking thing for howithappened cus i was prettty so he went onton a main computer, and found howithappened and got the last p user log in and found out the server for it and put the server thingy in a serch and it came up sum wut near weston road and IM SO FUCKING PIST THAT MEANS THEY ARE IN OUR GROUP CUS THE CHANCES OF IT BEING A HACKER A SLIM TO FUCKING NONE, AND I DUNO WHERE WESTON ROAD IS BUT WHEN I FIND OUT WHO THE FUCK IT WAS, UR SCREWED AND NOW U LEARN NOT TO FUCK WITH ME. ALL I CAN CLEAR OUT OF THIS IS MARIANA CUS I KNOW WE DONT LIVE NEAR THE LAKES. AND ME AND ANDREA ARE VERY PIST ABOUT THIS, SO COME FUCKING CLEAN U BITCH/ASSHOLE CUS ILL MURDER U! Loove always Jamie fyi thats my am

lala i was reading diaries and like no1 ever mentions a couple that has been alive for 3 months...so stephy and jonathan heres ur first entry for u 2, no doubt there arent other good couple, but yea so any way brb! lova ya!

oki i have an anounce ment hu ever changed howithappened im gona kill, so dont be a pussy and show urself! and how dare u call me a slut, prolly the person saying that is one :-) love yall my herpies are all most gone yay! and i miss karla and this weekend i was out friday, andreas house that day, sat everywhere with karla and ppl and then movies and sleep over at marianas and sunday.. no church :-( and then i went swimming with my momi and my comp redone :-)

there should be a mood shitty, cus look not to scare any guys but i have my period and 5 cold sores and pimples GOD STILL HAVE COLD SORES well neway i got a mani 2day ahh i wish i could get a love!

[a.b.0.u.t y.0.u.R g.R.0.u.p] (iN uR oPiNiOn...) *wh0's tha -CraZiiesT-? - Manda *wh0's tha -'m0m'-? - IM NOT GONA SAY ME *wh0's tha -pLaNNeR-? - planner hmm we do everythang last min. *wh0's tha -fuNNiest-? - Scot+Xtian Iin racist mood *wh0 LauGhS tha -moSt-?- STEPH *wh0's tha -CooLeSt-?- me...jp um i duno i should say steph cus shell jump me *wh0's tha -DumBeST-?- VaLeRiA no doubt wh0's tha -smaRteSt-?- Mariana or Amanda or Andrea :-) (FaCtS...) *wh0 loSt their virGinitY 1st?- confidential *wh0's tha moSt ExPeRiEnCeD?- ill get my ass kicked i no it *wh0's tha oldeSt?- scot or mariana *wh0 g0t their LiCenSe 1st?- Scot or Mariana *wh0's the m0St muzik -0bseSSed-?- either me, andrea, steph or scot *wh0 gets in trouble tha m0st-?- Amanda or scot *wh0s' tha m0ost GuRRl/GuY -0bsessed-?-ANDREA *where did y0u all -meet-?-From different skools combining *wh0's the tightest wit 0ne an0ther-?- I have a special bond with every1 *wh0's tha -PranKsteR-?- Scot *what highsch00l d0 y0u guys g0 2?- were gona go to cypress/western or repeat ttms *where are y0u all fr0m? Ven.Romania!Americans:With greek and british;cuban parents (BeSt...) *eYeS- SCOt and valeria *hAiR- i duno naturaly good hair steph cus like most just fix it(straighten and shit) *sMiLe- Andrea *BoDD- as mariana said were gona go anorexit after this question *v0ice- Andrea & Steph *cl0theS- My amgios all dress so different *liSteneR- all *taLkeR-..Steph cus mariana said so *g0SSiP quEEn?- we all know different ppl so based on gossip about wut group NO I DIDNT STEAL THIS FROM MARIANA! god! well ttyl fyi i steal ahve 5 cold sores :-)

ugh i had to dedicate an entry to my 5 cold sores :-) i think i have herpies te-he jp oki i get them from sun+no chap stick so i pay the price for 5 fucking coldsores i had a fun weekend :-) lova ya-jamie

Ahh guys i feel like appreciative, cus like sum1 told me how lucky was i have my angels, and im gona start apprciating wut we have, cus it will end. so i love all my angels and others tehe and i love my group and all my friends and write now im gona cheer up and not be sad anympore I LOVE U ALL! jamie

Its just a feeling, but i sense smt in the wind that says better will come! AND THAT MEANS A SAFE SUMMER AND A GR8 4TH QUARTER!! but badnews to you all, i have an intuition sum1s getting in trouble with mr.strong:-( ut oh's! well yea yo if u dont know CHECK OUT HOWITHAPPENED! its the story of the group i belong in, and theres a couple good writers mwuahs! LOVE YA!!! mwuahs pls guys comments PLS i love amanda and no1 which is def. good

so, heres the days 17th-Went to aunt camiles, early release and pool 18th-NO SKOOL pool @ north lakes, amanda slept over 19th-Beach alone with amanda then her house 4 a sleep over 20th-church;christening then andreas casa with karla, our group and julians group 21st-Pool;hot tub;my casa and karlas casa; la tarreta with gang 4 dinner;sleep over andreas 22nd-Andrea& me go to dunkin dough nuts;hang with karlas;then moms casa 23rd-moms casa all day ugh! 24th-Back doctor in the morning for the news bout the surgery;then andreas 4 their band practice as i watched! AND I GOT A NEW LAPTOP!! xOx jamie

I had dasavooo this weekend i swear has happeened b4 lol friday-my house,movies and bonded with steph and she made out with this dude saturday-Towncenter with every1 sunday-sleept in bitches x0Love x0x Me0x (11:59:28 AM): so to conclude...my heart wants cookie and me to die x0Love x0x Me0x (11:59:34 AM): lol x0Love x0x Me0x (11:59:40 AM): bagels* weLL CuZ i LuV u (12:00:06 PM): mine wants cookies and for u guys to drown me weLL CuZ i LuV u (12:00:15 PM): thats good jamie i think we hav healthy wishes x0Love x0x Me0x (12:00:33 PM): lol

Oki i need to make a few anouncements congrats to mariana and brandon! im very happppy 4 u!! MWUAHS luck for a long time welcome stephys 2end diary this weekend was gr8 friday-went to starburst tehe house and then ppl came over and then party literally! adn yea it was fun then stephy and frenchy disapered for like 2 hourse and cause me to lose 1 of my lifes i think im down to 6 now eh! and saturday-carwash sunday-saw amanda and had a blast Tomorrows fcats wtf! love ya love me always -jamie

Hey ppl sup? well il write more later.

oki look i havent ritten in 4ever but i got a rly good point to make. a diary is where u rite ur personal thoughts about life and we all know we rite in a diary not for its real reason anymore. wuts the point of putting my life in here? so in 1 year i can read it and say hey i did that?! wtf i already was there once. some ppl only have sitds to brag about there so called life and meet ppl or pretend to love there life. ok im still gona use mine but ^ thaats my reason for not writing oki and next girls are evil, we like talking shit thats wrrrooong but we yesterday i went to the movies me andrea mariana constanza paige taylor xtian scot and yea and we had loads of fun and yea! i feel bad for all the ugly guys hu never get hit on! lmao _jamie