i'm writing the diary entry early b/c i didnt get to go to skool...why may u ask? well I missed the bus.. IN FRONT OF MY EYES. when i saw my bus, i started running towards it.. then i started waving my hands like a maniac.. trying to get her to stop and wait another minute for me.. but did she?...no... then i asked these vietnamese girls' mom to take me to where the next stop was..PLZ...but all she did was shrug her shoulders and drive off.. i really do feel betrayed.. why may u ask again? b/c i thought some people i have been very very very very nice and trusted them and did no such harm to them would give me a ride to school or help me out... but no they didnt... so there i am, on the street, not even caring if cars come by, and one or two tears coming down my face.. then i took out my phone and called my dad, he didnt answer... i called him again..no answer...again.. no answer.. and then...he picked up after 3 calls..i told him that i needed to get to skool b/c i have a test in social studies and i'm getting a C in that class,(i'm very paranoid about my grades, I need to get good grades, or my dad will get mad and i will get mad.. and blah blah blah) anyway. i told him that i needed to get to skool, but he said that he cant close the shop, and i would just have to take it on monday.. --another betrayal-- then i triied calling this chick that rides my bus, julia, so she would at least ask the bus driver to turn back around and pick me up.. but Julia didnt answer, even after 6 calls.. so i gave up.. --ANOTHER BETRAYAL-- at last my mom that was beside me the whole time told me to call Angela and try to get her to get her dad to give me a ride.. i called.. angela's mom picked up, i told her in my scratchy voice i had since i was kinda crying.. i told her that i missed the bus and no one i know can give me a ride, so can you ask (her husband) to come pick me up and take me to school, all she said was i'm sorry, (her husband) needs to go to work...--ANOTHER BETRAYAL-- so thats how i got here at my house and not going to skool, i kinda like it.. but i miss my friends.. and its boring so i'll update l8er.. L8er