its not fair..

Feeling: eh
grrr.. ok so my day was okayish i guess... i dont know.. stuff happened...but grr.. it doesnt feel right i just dont know why though... and i'm having typing problems.. <---> i have a essay thing due to apply for the IB thing.. i almost finished it.. and well.. ijusthopeigetintosouthside. <---> -[it happens again..]- he did it again.. and it hurts because i can never have him. ever. <---> anyhow.. we were frickin late for lunch by..about 15 minutes.. its not fair because our class was pretty much starving.. grr.. <---> -[my stomach feels bubbly..]- which made me miss like about 5 or 6 minutes of lunchtime we had left.. which is sad because i only ate fries. with ketchup... [katsup] may i say more music.. yes i shall :]] ["Follow and Feel"-Saosin] lovely song "you're watching the situation crumble" hahah ok sam??.. our agreement on edward is settled then?.. cause i call face and 3 of his abs... and something else..*wink wink* lmao. fun.. ["Anna Molly"-Incubus] parents suck..you know? oh and valentines day sucked and always has for me.. but what they did for valentines day at lunch was hilarious.. which cheered me up a bit :]]. they danced.. to old songs and 1 modern one.. and then came the last dance where 3 guys.. dressed up as girls.. yes with the fake boobs and everything. sang "its raining men" i was surprised yet laughing, cheering them on. they threw their wigs out into the lunch crowd which was even funnier. cause some girls got them and swung them around. so funny.. i was there for 2 performances for each group.. through 7th grade lunch and 8th grade. well i'm gonna go for now and well i'll update later. night night -x-<3-x-
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aww. dear....see this is why you gotta let him go. b/c you're only hurting/torturing yourself. [sigh] but again, that comes with time. and yeahhhhh man i get Edward and his body hahaha.