im thankful for the fact that i have finally found my true friends. i realize that before, they were more of acquaintances. or whatever i guess u could say. i never felt so accepted for just being me like i am now. i LOVE my friends (gleet, skeet, jut, pret, brett, kati - tata large! haha, tony, chris, pepsi dude aka brett, and sooo many others) i absolutely love them all!. there is always sumn to do with them and we are never bored. we are all alike and able to get along with each other lol. ahh - friends so nice to have them and not be screwed over. not saying im some loser but for real - my "friends" my senior year sucked!..no offense to some...bc some were str8 and aight..but dammmn. i guess i was absolutely blind. maybe it was my time to realize it and grow up and move on. and im glad that god put me in this direction. still something holds me back ...one certain something. i want to sometimes forget that part, but in other times i absolutely cannot. i feel like there is something wrong with it if i leave it alone. maybe **** does that to you. hm..anyway - tomorrow we are suppose to be going to the beach. it may be either tomorrow at 2 or tuesday. still debating on something...so im hoping its tomorrow because i really want to get out of irmo and go w/ my people to the beach and be able to do whatever we what, when we want, and be on the beach buyin stupid shit haha...well i kno that me and tatas will be on the beach (and tatas is kati by the way) getting our tan on.. :) but anyway - ill write when i get back...everyone have fun either @ first week with us, or here in i-town...hit me up! :) -shannon rene'e