HEY READ HERE FIRST- i need some of yall to comment me w/ some new songs or any songs really..like rap pop r&b nething that u think sounds good...bc i need to make a new car mix and i cant think of any good songs!...so hit me up please! :) thx! GRR... i hate parents when they think they know what is right for their child....im almost 18 in july...and my mom is doing the same shit she made me do last year...go to the psychologist. and just bc she has problems - she thinks i have them...me and her both realized it was stupid last year but she does it again now?..wtf?...i open up to my friends and friends only...the ones that i know are there and wont judge me....i dont opento my family. I CANT open up to my family...thats impossible bc they run their mouths too much and in the end they all judge me.. but shouldnt it be the other way - like your family is there when ur friends arent?... i thought that...but i guess i was proven wrong... anyway thou . i gotta go to this psychologist shit today at 4...im not too happy about that...i think my mom thinks its hilarious bc i have no choice. hey, i really dont have to go ...and i wasnt until i was threatened to hvae my car taken away..which is my only escape from this place so i mean - i couldnt do that...so ill do this one day appearance and no m ore for me. then igotta go to dinner w/ my dad and i think both my sisters..not sure yet.. i shall see....then out w/ my boys.... i wish my 2 girls would come home from daytona im getting kind of lonely bein hte only girl around....which i hate most females...and yeah i am a girl but...i mean b4 u think im a bitch for saying that, how many girls out there really get along with other girls if your with ur guys and other sketch females are there..... u kno u gunna have tension between them... i can get along with few but idont chill w/ alot.. and thats just bc i get along with guys better lol... i have nothing against girls....i just cant get along with most girls.... im confusing my self now... anyway thou - i gotta go get up outta this house - wish me luck at this doctor place... hollas ;) YAY for irish people! ;) hehe -shan