Currently, okay? Had orrientation today at Target. It went pretty well. The message behind the whole ordeal of me getting this job still lingures over me, it hasn't gotten easier to let everyone go like this. I feel bad, I am leaving my Kmart family for a whole new group of people, one that consists of more than 68 people. One that I know will take time to get used to. A new home for my soul, one that I know is for the best, but is still wanting to milk every moment I have with my current family until I can't. I know though, that in order to take care of myself, and to keep my life in good order, I must leave and continue on with my life, creating new chapters as I go on, making new friends but praying to GOD I still have the old. Everything is okay, it has to be. Just thinking of my blessed store, closing and getting turned into something else, or even demolished just tears me up. These people I have grown so a custome to, will be sweapt under mty feet, as if they never existed. It makes me resent the very thing that nurtered me these past years. Kmart. Guhh. I will get over this.